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hafizah 300989 just average girl next door and extremely petite. don't ever make me mad because trust me,you won't like it. and that is all you need to know. click here for great bargains! friendster
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NORMAN AND RUTH! i miss you guys so much <3 i can't wait to catch SUPERMAN RETURNS.that is if i even have the time. you're the best thing that has ever happened to me (:
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
i wasted 8 bucks on a piece of ikan bakar from banquet which tasted like SHITT.i swear im never ever going to eat that again.bedok corner's ikan bakar is more worth it. anyway,went for viberatus 1 at national library with the band members last friday.it was much much better than rhapsody 1.the first half was quite a bore but the second half was impressive.i love the encore piece they played (: school was alright today.went to the sports complex for human anatomy lab.we got to try the sphygmomanometer(for blood pressure)and stethoscope.it was seriously scary hearing your own heartbeat thumping so hard.hahaha.or maybe because im jakon or something. got back my a maths term test paper.failed by one and a half marks.damn it.actually i didnt expect to pass but i was shocked because i didnt fail badly.in fact i improved alot.but it's kinda frustrating because i was so close to passing.oh well.at least i didnt get a single digit like the previous quiz.haha. ohh something weird happened today.there was some stalker who kept following me around the library for awhile.sheesh.at first i didnt realise but Su nudged me and told me that there was this guy who kept following wherever we went.crazy ass. okay i did this quiz on blogthings.com because i was effing bored.actually i did a couple of quizzes and the results are true for most of it.
sheena wants me to do this quiz thingy but im too lazy to pick out 6 people who has to do this quiz.it's not as if they're gonna do it even if i ask them to.haha. 6 weird habits/things you do/odd information:
i love the song jujur by radja.i know its a quite an old song(i think) but heck i love it.it's so emo. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OulMhPa9qGs if you haven hear it,go listen (:
Friday, June 23, 2006
FINALLY.my internet connection is alright.it has been crazy the past few days. anyway,musical night,or should i say rhapsody was alright.wasn't that fantastic actually compared to the previous musical night.was really disappointed with the band performance.oh well.it was kinda sad when the whole thing ended since it's the last time the 5n and 4e seniors are performing.when we reached school,tj burst out crying infront of me which was really saddening.sigh.ohhh and ruth gave me a trebleclef made from a metallic rod.thanks ruth! (: saw lots of familiar faces.it's really good to see them. and if any of you need the photos,ask me when im online alright.there are too many photos taken during that night so i wont be putting it in this entry.thanks. ive been trying photoshop.i didnt know it was this hard. then there was this foreign woman who told me if we had those green pepper stuff to put in her chicken soup.GOD.who puts green pepper in chicken soup?anyway i just told her we only have the ground pepper.and guess what's her reason for wanting green pepper?she said the soup looked plain.goodness.weird.but that incident was kinda funny. ahhhh.school's starting next week.sigh. it's really time for me to hit the notes once again.ive been going out every single day for the past week.well actually not everyday but im rarely home either because im out with friends or im working. i keep telling myself i wanna study but end up not doing so.maybe it was the pressure that has been pushing me all along.but it's kinda hard to study now because it's not even exams yet.(i know last minute studying is bad)so the stress isnt there yet.but sometimes pressure kills.okayy i dont care im going to force myself to study right now. ohh yeah tomorrow the choice of cds will be post online.im gonna take french next semester! (: Sunday, June 18, 2006
SHE'S THE MAN is so bloody effing hilarious. sheena and me were like laughing our asses off for half of the show.HAHA.we were laughing so hard we seriously couldnt stop.i think i laughed the loudest.lol.i'd rate it 4.5 stars out of 5.and the show has a happy ending.i love happy endings (: after that we headed to pw to get stuff.i got a 20% discount for my skirt although it was only supposed to be 10%.maybe it was the reverse psychology that worked.haha.i was having doubts on whether i should get it and i finally told the saleslady i'll get my mum to buy it for me the next day.then she was like "aiyaa nvm i give you 20% discount you get it now".im starting to like her already.hahaha okayy just forget about the previous post.ive been really really emotional lately.sigh.too much stuff going on,plus it must have been the period also which makes everything worse. anyway there was this super cute toddler at pizza hut just now.when i was taking the orders for that table,he was playing with my apron.so cute laaa.and it's like he'll smile at me everytime! then when i was helping rauda with the keying in of orders he tugged my apron and said goodbye because his family was about to leave the place.OMG.so effing adorable.me and menuka took pictures with him.lol. he's the first guy ive met who doesnt feel awkward at all talking to me about periods.hahaha.i love conversations with him (((:you're not making a move,so im gonna make mine right now and leave.i hope we can still be how we used to be. Friday, June 16, 2006
sometimes i ask myself what have i really done to deserve this. have i not made her happy by giving her what she wants,by doing well in school and all? am i really such a terrible person to get all these shoved in my face? doesnt she trust me enough? i read an entry from a friend's blog. and it hit me that i gotta be really strong right now. but im too weak to even get up on my feet after a downfall. ive suffered too much emotionally. isnt it time God really gives me happiness in life? sometimes we shouldnt ask for things,we should be thankful. but im sick and tired of pretending to be alright at all times when im actually not. when he came into my life,i felt like i was really being loved for the first time although it might not be love. but what if it disappears,just like those from the past? i know God is always fair. and all these are just obstacles i have to face. it fucking sucks to be feeling this way. but behind every setback there's a reason for it to happen. and i hope that after all these setbacks i'll be a stronger person. to zahidah and norman,thanks for the listening ear (: Thursday, June 15, 2006
i wanna scream my lungs out. RIGHT NOW. i wish god would take my life this instant. Wednesday, June 14, 2006
finally i had a conversation with norman.the last time we talked was last year.gosh. i missed those conversations. hope we have one again soon (: anyway i got this from zahidah's blog and i find it really true. To every girl that dresses cute not skanky. To every girl who wants to be called beautiful not hot. To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose that b*tch instead. To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. To every girl who would just like once to betreated like a princess. To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. To every girl that won't get down on her knees and open her mouth just to get a boyfriend. To every girl that just wants to hold hands. To every girl that kisses him with meaning. To every girl who just wishes he cared more. To every girl who would just once want a guy togive their jacket up when they are cold. To every girl who just wants him to call. To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him. To every girl that just wants to cuddle. To every girl that just wants to sleep with him without having sex. To every girl that is scared to put her heart out there again because she has been hurt too many times or so badly. To every girl who shows how much she cares and gets nothing back. To every girl that thought maybe this one could be the one. To every girl that believes in her dreams. To every girl that would do anything so she could achieve those dreams. To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when she actually doesn't think it is funny. To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way. To every girl that has been cheated on because she is not a sut who gives it up to any guy. To every girl that doesnt want a guy who just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels. To every girl who wants words backed up with actions. To every girl that fell for all the lies only to find themselves alone in the end. To every girl that gave her heart away to have it shoved back in her face. im falling deep.and i pray you wont turn out to be like the people from the past. i gotta be strong,i know it's for the better. and thanks for the hug,i really needed one (: i don't want things to change between us but it seems like everything's different now Saturday, June 10, 2006
term break is FINALLY here! YAY. it's time to catch up with the old schoolmates. and i can't wait for musical night! x men 3 is a really damn good show. i'd rate it 4 stars out of 5 (: had a blast just now.omg faridah makes me laugh non-stop.(: anyway after the movie we went to bugis to have dinner. then the guys wanted to have sheesha so we went to arab street. we couldnt get the place at the front because of shortage of staff and all. so instead the guys ask the waiter for one carpet and we sat outside the pavement like some crazy people with the sheesha thingy in the middle.hahaha. ohh and i tried sheesha.still can't believe i did though. i tried it once but didnt like it somehow.haha. the part where faridah accidentally called azri a bitch when he was sheesha-ing was so bloody hilarious.HAHAHA. eunice,hope you're having fun in czech republic.i miss you!we must go out when you come back okay (:okay that's all.im effing tired. Sunday, June 04, 2006
one more week of this hellhole and im free. well free for two weeks that is. but first i have to start mugging like crazy. gotta get back to o level mode! i wanna catch x-men 3 soon. (: i can't believe how complacent i can be sometimes.others are facing one problem after another and here i am complaining just because im academically stressed.sheesh. zahidah,thanks for that paragraph thingy in your blog! it was really sweet and flattering.i smiled straightaway after reading the first line.hahaha.thanks (: to the band people,im really sorry i can't watch you guys perform at sentosa today.but i'll come for musical night.good luck! please don't let history repeat itself |
